Now, I'm probably going to go against the norm of what the general young people population would think as normal (or you know, at least TV normal or what you imaging other people to do) But i'm betting you will kind of see where I'm coming from.
I may hurt some people's feeling's here. but it is just what i think. and really, i would like it to come across more as a standard i hold for myself to rather than a judgement on other people. The example that comes to my mind though, is from the experiences of another person and for that, i'm sorry, i guess that makes me a judgemental bitch. People can do what they want. I have not power to stop them. But it saddens me that people feel like they need to do these things to be normal, or cool, or accepted or fun.
My friend would say it's just having a good time and to not to worry. But I feel this type of behaviour is pandering to an accepted norm which i do not like. It is (now she gets to the point) being a generally slutty person at clubs. It's just hard for me to understand why this sort of behaviour is acceptable at all.
I'm just a bit old fashioned. and i try not to judge people in a negative way. I've been called out for this perception of myself. I just don't think it's going to make you happy in the long run. Not that i know what will make you happy, i just don't feel that that is it.
I think I don't change who I am for the situation. It's why I identify with Holden Caulfield so much. I do need to get over it though because i know that's not how the world works. But i'll never be comfortable with it to an extreme.
Until next time.
Katherine.
